I am not going to Hk

Boss offcially told me i am not going to Hk..
What does that means?--My friend ask me..
I dunno wat does that means.
It may be a good or bad thing to me.
Maybe god knows i will be wu yi wu kao there, thats why god prevent me from going there.

Any way i think of this--
GOOD- At least i wont be irritated by sl for a few days
- At least i will be kinder to my bank account, as i will surely shop there.

BAD- Definately not good for my wardrobe
- miss out the "fun" in hk

I am dying every second here, but at least i had a good chat with my friend, pouring out all the rubbish i had here.

ps. I cut my thumb today.
ps. sl shifted the blame to G again
ps. saw her doing one of my things again.
ps. I am 1 step nearer to kill her.
ps. I am Mad.