Bottle

First thing before i start... I hate to know things from other ppl's mouth..
I can be the 2nd the 3rd the 4th the watever to know things from you...
But why must i hear things from other ppl...
And when they go "Huh, you dunno meh.." and the idiotic look, looking at me...
It HURTS...


Talking abt bottle...not really bottle as in "bottle" but is action "bottled".
If bottleing up my thoughts and feeling could make someone more happy and create less trouble for the person... I will definately do it...
And I do it very often...

I cant stand it when ppl try to act saint by keeping quiet but have the "sad" , "troubled", "moody" vibe all written in their faces...
Cus this will make the other party feeling worst than you tell her straight in the face...
So You Might as well say it out..dun try act saint when you cant...

My defination of "bottled"...
Is to keep everything to yourself without any traces...
This includes expressions, mood, and the vibe around you...
And in order to make your self better, try forgetting the whole thing, Hypnotise is a good way..haha(joking...)
I am not a saint but i do this for the ones i care and love...
And this Become easier cus i love and care for them...

And Lastly, the reson wrote this is because a special (kaypoh) someone ask me...
"you are always so cheerful and energetic, nv see you sad or moody, always keep sad and bad things away from us...How you do that?"... "Teach me lae..."

I teach you liao hor...whether you can learn it or not is up to you le...